你不是希望，而是早已在等待

You are not hoping, you are already waiting
So what for asking me just like pleasing me
You already know I am the only one who are free
This really make me feel sarcasm...haha
Sometimes not staying at home
Feel like I can breathe cause left this responsibility
Outing with taking parents money
Sometimes terrible think that like a payment
How can I have this negative thinking
Tell myself just wait for one month more
I will feel better
若是忍不了自己做吧
不要只是 指挥我 叫我 命令我
真的 拿你按手机的时间 拿你做运动的时间
我不否认 我很空闲
但我的空闲并不是因为 要拿来做这些 才变得空闲
You tell me I am apart of this family
So I should take my own responsibility for this home
Not bother about anything
But what is your role
Am I role as maid...haha

超久没上来

很久没有和文字交流
差点忘了还有这个部落格
然后忘记帐户还有密码
想了很久，找了很久
才回到这里
每次来到这里都会告诉自己
要坚持下去
但是想很容易，做起来很难
刚刚看到一个好久不见的朋友还维持这个好习惯
就感觉自己真的很差劲
希望现在的自己能进步
夜了  对某些人来说  才刚开始
今天是一个 开始
希望明天会有 续
有好的部落格可以分享吗？
I am still try my best to write in english
I hope I can speak well
but I think this is not easy
cause I start learning from the time I born
so I decided to do more and I start from here
if anyone can give me comment,
I will appreciate to your help
keep in touch:)